Friendship Woes

        Hey, blogettes! I just wanted to let you know that friendship troubles happen to all of us. We just have to let it run it's course and go with it. If we lose a friend, we lose a friend, we need to respect that and respect that they needed more space to be free or something like that or wanted to hang with a new crowd because we were no longer the right ones for them. This especially happens in middle school, and I just so happen to be going through one right now myself. I have begun to feel like a third wheel in one of my friendships and have been left to wonder if I should stay with them or get out of there. I mean the two friends that are in the woe are my two true friends which really comes as a shock, but you know it happens, and I think that they want to branch away from me because I am holding them back.
        Oh, yeah and some other news for the first time in school history we have two state champs for wrestling in one year without a team trophy which is kind of cool and something that really makes me happy. I happen to know one of the wrestlers who won a state title this weekend pretty well. He goes to my church.
        My dad is out of the hospital and doing well now. I would like to thank you ladies for being so kind to me during that time as it was really rough for me to deal with. I love and am so close to my dad. He is kind of a role model to me and someone I look to for inspiration and advice when I need it most. It was hard to have him in the hospital and still be in school and holding strong every day but I knew that he was going to be okay because the Lord was watching over and helping him and he was in the right place then. I knew that worrying wasn't going to do good and that I worked my butt off for straight A's and I wasn't going to let my dad being in the hospital spoil that. I wanted to show how tough I was and what cross country and bullying combined had given me.
         Oh and another thing, the ski trip was awesome. I had a great time, and Music and I will be working on a document for a post about it sometime soon. We have both been very busy with choir and band though because we have three really big and important events coming up in those things. I decided not to train for a marathon this year but instead focus on 5ks because I am just starting out with other distance events and I don't know how it will go.
         Anyways, that has been what's up with me lately.

Ski Trip

        Hey, blogettes! Music Marvel and I are going on a school sponsored ski trip tomorrow. I don't know about her, but I am pretty pumped and kind of nervous because I don't know what to expect. I am also worried about my dad so that is going to affect some things. I get to go and see him again tonight, and let's just say you don't know how hard it is to be without a male figure in your life daily when you are used to him being there. He has got all kinds of people worried too because he is not normally sick like this. He may get out of the hospital on Sunday at the earliest but Wednesday at the latest. I am ready for him to be home again. 

        He has so far had two visitors besides family, but I am hoping that there will be much more and people will step up and cover for him because he won't be able to do or take as much as he used too, and his diet is going to be changing as well. I mean that was a cause of why he is in the hospital right now. 

       My friends have been pretty supportive and have been praying for him which I like because every bit helps. I promise that Music Marvel is still alive but like I said we have been busy and we have a trip coming up so we won't be on. We are in middle school now and leading busy and awesome lives. I promise though that when she has something to write about she will write. I got to go to lunch now. 

Marathon Running?

        Hey, blogettes! I know I haven't written for a while but I have been stuck thinking about a lot of things lately, like the fact that my dad is in the hospital with pancreatitis, and the fact that the news is that the marathon running training thing is starting soon as a group. I am still thinking about whether or not I should do it just to train for 5ks first, but doing a marathon at this young of age would be really cool and something I would remember forever. It would also be cool to say that I am a marathon runner. I'm probably going to run a marathon that is around here though because there is no way that I am going to run in a different state because I want to have people that I know share the experience with me just by watching me. 

         I don't know what I should do. I mean I am ready to run, and I am a runner with training from cross country, and it's now or never because we may not have this club next year. I just need some input from you guys for the sake of it just to see what you think and you know what running a marathon or a 5k may give me something really cool, different, and fun to write about because there is usually something fun going on at running events just like there were at cross country.

Organizing Tips Are In Your Future

                   Hey! Smiles and I are starting a new page were we will write our favorite tips and tricks for organizing and if you have any questions you can leave them in the comments and we will keep posting as we get more tips and ideas. Thanks! -- Music

Thrift Shopping & Gossip Girl

          Hey, blogettes! It's me, Smiles! Sorry I haven't written a post for a while, it's just that I have had nothing to really write about until today. Now I know today is Saturday, but instead of sleeping in like I normally do, I decided to get up and go thrift shopping with my dad. Thrift shopping with him is always fun, and he finds all these awesome things. Plus he kind of knows my style and vibes on things, and gives honest and good advice. I also like him because he sometimes lets me go around the same store he is in on my own and look. My mom follows me around and freaks out when I pick something up that it is showing too much or costs too much, and my dad isn't like that. As long as we are thrift shopping in a store of his choice, and as long as I really like it, or it fits me and I really like it and will wear it he will get it for me no matter what the cost is.
          Today I scored an awesome green padded folding glove like chair, and it fits into the corner of my room which I call the nook beautifully. I am sitting in it as I am writing this. I also scored a couple pair of jeans and a lot of shirts. Now people may be wondering if I buy my undergarments(including swimsuits) and hats second hand, and the answer to that is no. I require those things to be new and I stand firm on that. My dad respects that, and my mom on the other hand is questionable since she just wants to save a lot of money. Everyone thinks that girls are close to their moms when it comes to shopping and things like that, but I really am closer to my dad, and prefer that I go shopping with him. Besides it's faster too, because when thrift shopping my mom could take at least three hours.
           I also realized that I needed to lose some weight because I am I think the same size as my mom right now and my mom is considered fat and overweight. No wonder people call me obese. I almost cried in the dressing room because I was so self conscious of my image now and seeing that my haters were really right, and had every right to be talking about what I was wearing and what I looked like because I look awful, and I am just now seeing this. It's just now hitting me.
           I know that I will never be perfect, and I will never be a model, but I also know that I can't have plastic surgery until I am eighteen and that if it bothers people that they just need to look away because I am happy enough with my looks to still be out in public with them. If God wanted me to be a model he would have blessed me with looks and not brains and I am not so sure if I am blessed with either of them anymore. I am blessed with life on this earth even though I was a mistake that was supposed to be erased at the start. I mean I was supposed to die shortly after I was born or have serious problems that would cause me to die a couple of years after if we were lucky.
           Don't worry, Mackenzie germs are no longer deadly. They just make you lose your image for a while is all, and then I have seen people get back together after a month or two of being a part because they found out that someone in their group of friends were hanging out with me the infected weirdo who is ruining everything. I'm also trying to lay low keeping the protection of you people in mind while still going on with my life and leaving my mark on the world that no one will really give a crap about later on. I just know that my legacy will be forgotten because I seem to be forgotten most of the time. I remember second grade. I was the last person in my class. The teacher always forgot to read off my name and then she got mad at me for being late for role. That is what it was every single day even though I was on time and usually the first person in the room I would still be counted as an unexcused absence, and it stunk big time. It made my family look like bad people and me look even worse. At that time I was the shortest girl in the grade still.
           Now I have big feet and a large tummy. Someone left a note in my locker saying that I should be a clown and I couldn't have agreed more with them really because I saw how they got that. I looked like a freak too. I still do and I always will because I have vowed never to get plastic surgery or any surgery that would majorly alter my image unless it was needed to save my life. Anyways got to go just thought I would give you the heads up on what was going on, and on some things that you people have been dying to know and need to know to keep your images safe. I would also advise you that once people find out that I write on the same blog as Music that you quit reading my posts and read only hers to save your image. If it gets worse I may even advise Music to stop writing altogether because her image is going to be going down too because she is in contact with me and working on something with me directly. I wouldn't want to make a dear friend of mine have to go through something like what I do but that is just me, and that is because I am a person who cares and is aware of others.

Music Events and Aches-- Music Marvel

                    Hey! Sorry I haven't written in awhile, as Smiles said we are very busy. This Saturday, I am going to a Honor Band, with my saxophone. I wish it was with my ukulele! I am kind of nervous because we actually have to try out for chairs. I haven't practiced a lot, but I still practiced. I have to wake up early and then drive there and then I have to practice for like six hours.....now, don't get me wrong I love to play, but not for SIX HOURS. At least I get free food!
                    Another cool thing that is happening is we are going to a Choir concert. Smiles and I are both going to a concert and usally only the grade above us get's to go, but this year all of our choir get's to go. You could kind of call it an Honors choir. For this we have to learn four songs, and we only have two right now. It isn't until later in the spring, but it's not to early to be prepared. Both songs so far, one for the whole group and one just for girls, are in different languages, which is the hard part. Both songs have a lot of repeating, but it still is hard. By the way, I added my favorite songs to the music page, if you want to take a look.
                    Now on to aches. Now, I'm not saying I'm not athletic, but the last time I was this athletic was volleyball season so I had a whole quarter in between. This quarter we started P.E. with a new teacher. He teaches good, but not a lot of us have been that active in a awhile, so all of us hurt. I had to hobble and limp for half the week. Almost with any action I did, even laughing, it hurt.
                    BUT, enough of my personal problems. Well, I guess this wraps up my post, and make sure to leave suggestions in the comments! BONUS: Comment "I PLAY THE UKE" if you play the ukulele too, I am just curious. If you don't play the ukelele comment "I PLAY ________" and fill in the  blank with the instrument you play!

We're Still Here

        Hey, blogettes! I just thought that I would say that we are still here, it's just that we have been super busy, and really don't have a clue on what to write about anymore since there really isn't anything going on for middle school girls at our school right now besides practicing for honor choir and looking forward to the start of track season by some girls. The buzz feed at our school right now is that the ceiling collapsed during second high school lunch yesterday, but only three squares were damaged and no one was hurt so there really isn't anything to report on there, and another high school teacher who had a baby like six months ago is pregnant with another one at twelve weeks. I can't believe that, but you know, people do what they wish and she wishes to have kids that are close together in age probably. 

         Right now, it is reading lab, and she is giving us something like a free day, and I am using it to write a post that states that Music and I are still alive and well just super busy and have no clue what to write on here. If you ladies have ideas feel free to leave a comment and we will most likely do them because we are so lost and will write about anything at least I will because I hate leaving the blog blank for long periods of time. Music on the other hand has the equal amount of power on this blog and can do what she wants since she is not under me, and does it quite well. She manages the power and posts quality posts that I know are awesome on the blog, and most likely for you ladies reading as well because awesome is what you all deserve.
          Middle school is crazy, teenage life is crazy, college is always crazy, some high schools may have drama and be crazy as well, I have been blessed to attend a school where high school is drama free because everyone seems to get along with each other and be accepted for just being them and being there each day, so you need awesome, cool, and fun posts to get you through and maybe give you ideas. I swear though, this blog even though you may be learning from it it won't look educational right from the start or ever at that. It will be learning in disguise. It will help you out in life and make things less complex even though when it comes to some things it is about the person and nothing that we post can help other humans who are boys or non readers of this blog. Even the readers of this blog may be lost at times, but we will try our best to avoid that. 

          We will try our best to make this blog for everyone and fit everyone's needs and wants on this blog. I mean I think I have added another writer which was a smart move now that I am looking at the blog.