Find Your Attitude Changer

                                        Hey, blogettes! I have learned that you need to find your attitude changer when people start knocking you down or getting on your nerves. It really helps me keep my cool, and my head up. I pour out all my feelings on a piece of paper, and then if I am at school, I rip it into tiny pieces, and dispose a handful of pieces in one trash can and a handful in another trash can in a different room so that it can never be put together again. It does help a lot. It may seem like a waste of paper, but it really isn't because it is helping you feel better and it is helping you keep those mean feelings from coming out on the other person and getting you in trouble instead of them. If it really does hurt you though you need to tell someone and it will help you feel a lot better too.
                                        Take this from me because I am someone who for the last five years especially during the time when people were being rude to me and making me feel bad did those things, and then this year, I snapped drew the line and finally told someone and got someone involved and made more people aware of my case and what was going on and I feel a lot better now knowing that there really are people on my side working to make things better for me even if it is slow, and they don't have much to work with because the people are doing it through notes. I even know that some of my friends will be there for me and support me and not the bully and I for sure know that there are at least two of them on my side all the time that will always be there for me even when I don;t need them that much.
                                      My friends help me through this problem and they aren't a problem. They are amazing people that I love being around, and they make me feel good about myself. They make me laugh so hard that I chocked during lunch yesterday, and sometimes cry happy tears because I was laughing so hard. They felt bad for me when I chocked especially the friend that was telling the joke. I got to have lunch with one of my friends on Wednesday during a meeting with the secondary school counselor about what we wanted to see changed about how the school deals with drama and bullying cases in the middle school, and I said that I would like to see the Voice which is our school's anti bullying program come to middle school because I think that is where most of the problems are especially in the seventh grade. Anyways, that's the way that it seems for me because out of this year, I have probably had about a month's worth of good days so far and the rest were spent with some sort of issue that made me feel anything but happy and something like an illness doesn't count as that those were good days because the bad feeling I had wasn't caused by other people.