Hey, blogettes! It's Smiles here. Sorry I haven't written on here in a while. I have been crazy busy, but it's been awesome and something I will always remember. I had a band and choir concert tonight, and I thought that I rocked it and that our band sounded better than it ever has. Tomorrow is conference track and I think I will dominate and bring it because it is the last meet of the season and I am going to need knee surgery anyways so I should just go all out and not even care about how messed up my knee is and what limits I have. I am going to break them and push pass them because I want to finish out the season knowing that I gave this meet my all. I am only in one event so I am going to push myself through the event and know that from the feelings and the sensation in my knee that I pushed and got through it. I want a PR. I want to do my best and give my team a chance to know what it feels like to be conference champs. We were that for cross country, and we went on to get runner's up at state when we were state champs last year.
Either way winning something that high up there gives your team a highly regarded image and everyone dreads when they see you pull up at meets and they know that they will have to bring it in order to beat you. Sure that puts pressure on you to be giving it your all and not slacking all the time but hey it's a good feeling to be the top dog and have people fear you and the talent and what not you bring along with you. My team brings along the fun because there is never a dull moment and we are all always smiling and having a good time with each other. Sure the boys are there but I don't care because they just add to the mix and make it feel like cross country all over again.
I feel like running is my home. Running is where I belong and when I run I can get away from all the problems and see me for me and see that I am still so beautiful and graceful. I feel like my life matters for something when I run and it renews my hope. I see the real me and what I live for and I fight harder even though it hurts. I know when I stop running I will go back to the world where I sometimes hold back and dread being there because of the support that I get from people.
I am a beauriful waqerful persojn who lives on this earth. I am just like everyone else and I have earned my right to be where I am today dter all that I have gone through. Anyways for summer I will try to write whenever I can however I won't have access to a laptop and next year we will have Ipads and not laptops so I will see how running this will go.
What is wrong with you! You do yourself a favor, and everyone a favor, and be the slightest bit nicer. It's stupid that you comment anonymous too. This may sound childish to you but turn the situation around and pretend Smiles says that to you. Think about how you would feel. Besides, you have absolutely no idea who she is and how nice she is. You just add to her stress of all of the other stupid bullies that she has to deal with. Why don't see that you are making the world a worse and horrible place. I don't want to live in that world!!! You probably don't want to either. If you dislike her that much, why don't you just STOP LOOKING AT HER BLOG!!! Isn't that kind of OBVIOUS!!! Now if you don't have anything nice to say...DON'T SAY IT AT ALL!!!!! I am so sick of people like you who think you own everything and think you can say anything to anyone that you want. Well, I bet you will wish you said nothing at all while you are sitting in hell. Think next time please!!! You are better than that!
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